Please,

"Mei, kalo lagi mau ujian blok, terus jenuuuh banget untuk lanjut belajar, atau lagi capek, biasanya ngapain?"

"Paling nonton film "

"Wah, aku sih enggak terlalu suka film"

"Jadi biasanya kamu ngapain?"

"Nonton highlight bola"

Then I'll try it, aku nonton highlight-nya MU lawan Manchester City. Padahal cuma nonton-nonton doang, enggak ngerti, but it works, hahaha.

Yap, semua orang punya level lelah yang berbeda, dan punya cara masing-masing untuk membuatnya enyah. Dan semua lelah kita tuh, ya relatif.

Lelahmu, ya belum tentu lelah bagiku, atau bisa jadi untuk ngebayangin lelahmu aja udah capek.

Atau bisa jadi lelahku nih yang ga seberapa bagimu, ga ada apa-apanya lah. But, you actually don't know, because you don't even try, you don't even know.

When I say that I'm tired, please, don't ever compare it with yours. Don't ask me, "emangnya ngapain aja tadi?"

"gitu aja?"

It's hurt, it's hurt woy when I'm tired dan kalian cuma menganggap yaelah-gitu-doang :)

I know, I know.

Kegiatanku enggak sepadet kalian-kalian. Tapi beban psikologisnya, belum tentu bisa kalian tanggung. It's not only making me tired, but also exhausted, or even hectic.

When someone tries to understand you, please, understand her back. In this world, you're not the only one who deserves attention.

When someone tries to hold on, please, don't make they feel bad just because you pay no attention. Don't break her mood because it will break her day too.

When someone pay attention to you, PLEASE, appreciate that. It's not an easy thing to pay attention to someone who don't even care. Why? I don't know why. But believe me, you don't even wanna try, because it's hurt.

One more,

"By playing your own careless part, you're breaking someone's heart"